Saturday, July 09, 2005
yeahyeahyeahyeah.

went a full day out with jia wei today.
met him at ica@lavender, since he had to do his ic.
everything in china's so cheap man.
i looked at his china passport + plus his paper bc.
its like i put a light over his bc, its gone!
hoho cheap government -_-
well can u believe jw was cute when he was little?
:()

went to orchard. damned place.
we arrived at the crumpler @ wheelock a little too early,
so it was closed. bahh
jiawei was so determined that we went paragon,
he either bought the crumpler, or his trousers.
hmmph tough choice eh.

well we def took a FUCKEN long time to decide wad to buy,
and he decided on quik pants.
omg size 30 was like too big for him ^~^
blargh got tired of shopping went for movie.

lunch@ sakae was hilarious,
jia wei was like " ehhh buy beer buy beer"
and omg the waiter really GAVE me beer!
and just then i realised,
tiger isnt my fav beer anymore.
carlsburg is.
LOL
hmm total bill to sub 50?
QUITE cheap la. hmm.

'world of wars' - quotes hong shen
YOU MEAN ALIENS?
TOM CRUISE?
KILLED BY BACTERIA?
:s

and def we went to find luo han@ plaza sing.
and as always group dates suck
and as always zheng tao's looking for jas jas.
and yea, i needed to keep the news from them.
sorry guys only jia wei knows la.
anyway its not anything interesting.
just saddening.
of pain.
sorrow.
disppointment.

hmmm im starting to think li long has a big ego,
making himself look big or sumthing.
"i'll LET you in on my secret blog if u try hard ENOUUGH"
"I'll GIVE u a last chance to FIND me."
like wtf make him sound so sought-for liddat.

"this lizard,
blessed with a relatively good body,
but
cmi face,
cmi skin colour,
cmi charm,
and still act so sey walao"
- quotes jw.
et tu, et tu.

at least we found him after dinner,
at taka,
some small corner....
obviously i had ta get him cuz he couldnt get me my tickets.
and also cuz he was always hush-hush about who he goes out with.
ashamed my ass.

actually its nothing man its just me overreacting.
oops ya bought ripcurl thongs,
under abit influence by jia wei
since he said he was gonna get it too
ya know, to get the brudder look.
xD

well cabbed back with jw at arnd 7, i made a new brudder today. woohoo.

new things happen yet old things change.
change to what ive never thought it would be.
a moment like this,
i wouldnt have anticipated it to happen now.
but if its just,
if its right,
its inevitable.
Yes its over,
after a lifetime, which i would consider
to b a happy beginning,
and a happy ending.
happy, yet abrupt,
to make me all confused.
no.
thank YOU.
more than ever
im fired up for a passion of sporting,
to prepare myself for the final stretch,
of the immense national competition,
aka
my test of will,
my test of strength,
my test of my true self.
a test that i would be as bernard.
a test that would be as a gold.
to maintain a long time national champion status.
i will succeed.
for u to sacrifice for it,
once again,
thank you.




ME
bernard (you could spell it gerard)