Tuesday, July 12, 2005
"are you the canoeing guy?
oh my god! the canoeing guy." - leefy
yesyes must be ryan wo told him la.
he's just jealous that i own him in penal supremacy.
forget it la every1 knows im pro.
and for all those blur folks out there,
its NOTHING about canoeing.
guess. think hard.
'hmmm what is bernard good at other than canoeing?'
that will give u e answer.
promise.
double pracs today
dvtcl was kinda moody at chem prac
so every1 started making fun of his name
lol
dvtcl
dvtcl
bala...k******.
yes there's 1 more week to nationals. its been 7 months eh. but not including the hols. yes there were ups and downs for me, but it was all planned in my course, waiting to wear me down. But all that to bring me nowhere but faster and better. And yes ive slacked during the hol training. of course i felt guilty, which was why im making it up real hard now! every1's concerned, like my classmates, friends, blah blah blah... ohhh heather even wanted to come with pom poms! *claps. yes, i am thankful, though i do not seem like it, but i sincerely am. i feel BLESSED. : ))
and in case all of you thought im super down on my luck now with all thse happening and stuff, i assure u im not. in fact im even more fired up now. never have i felt like winning so much ya. the march victory wasnt that much of a event compared to now, but i know, even if i didnt win this comp, my satisfaction is nonetheless guaranteed.
see ive realised 1 thing, i always did bbut until now i did fully: life's not all about winning. but if u project it to be like that, and u give your all out, its all the same. life is full only when u want to. not your medals and trophies deem fit.
and duh there's all the canoeists pals. not from same class, but all bonded together all the same.
seniors like wayne, boon, shi hong, shaun, nik nick fish ryan blahblahblah
peeps like jon jon, cube, dam, mal, paul, louis, jian rui blah blahblah
woohoo. ive learnt to appreciate. the world looks much more open to me now.
its all too much to take,
yes or no.
but for sure its here to stay.
if we have the will strength and courage,
it is imminent that the day of reckoning has come.
what we worked hard for,
what we gave our lives for,
all comes to an absolute pay-off of great amounts,
regardless of time.