Saturday, July 16, 2005
amor, no est amor.
hohoh so today was waxing of boats.
went in late, as usual.
started at 2 but went at 2.30.
lols
so hapily took out 'my' regata to wax wax!
hahahah i wax until damn xing1 ku3
then i left it out for the wax to dry.
then cher was like 'hurry bernard wipe the boat!'
like wtf wads the hurry.
i wiped it,
then suddenly this nyjc girl just carried it away!
i
stood
there,
dumbfounded.
WTF WAXED IT AND SOME RANDOM GIRL TAKES IT AWAY!!!
- points middle finger.
then cher asked me to take samuel's cjc boat,
then i thought oh man im like gonna b so much more slower than shi hong today.
obvious billy boat cant b better than regata dohh-
well after that training i learnt yet another thing: itss not the swimming trunks that determines ur flexibility in water. LOL wrongly put but the concept was there. well i thought the billy boat would slow me down, but it didnt. instead, it gave me more balance than the regata did, allowing myself for more space to exert aggression. in case my non-canoeists friends are blurred, it means the billy boat brought out my potential more. in the end, i could par with shi hong for e few races, and won him finely on the last one.
was in the billy boat that gave me the speed? not really. its not about getting the best boats but not knowing how to effectively use it. its like getting branded goods but u let some ugly gut wear it the goods totally devalue by 90%. LOL ok yet another inappropriate term. well i just hope i can continue this fo the next few days. lemme unleash my potential.
so sorry
unknowingly,
i cheated on ur feelings.
it looked like such a small matter,
but to me it was the mistake of my life.
i do not know if u feel the same.
if you do, please tell me.
i look like what i am,
yet i know that im a coward.
too afraid to say what i want,
too timid to express my true feelings to you.
it was a short time of you.
yet so much has come to past.
yet that three words
was such a great difficulty for me
to articulate.