Thursday, July 14, 2005
heyy ive grown so sensible after all. maybe i should create long beautiful posts for ppl like minzhe and fakeo to read. yayy.
anyway my blog's off limits to scandals wadsoeva, plus to baojia, im damn proud of my penal supremacy, dun wanna show off buut its number 1 in hci. what hci boys REALLY like to talk about is their craving for c***. LOL. most hci guys are despo period. except for most bspians. they're jing ying sia. in case ur wondering, im the minority of the minority.
did presentation during consortium assembly today. not bad for an impromptu. yes even the small cross talk with wei seng that mr dvtcl liked. hmm wonder how much chem ace i have.
6 days. closing in. and later gonna go find the right bolt for my boat's footrest screw. yeapp making the last few adjustments, so as to fire up maximus! hahah yeah there's eugene and mark from sji in my event, shi hong with me repping hci, two super duper fast acsi guys, 2 supposedly v fei tms, and erm, bhs?
ah well competition is tough, but as ive always said, its about the sportsmanship. come to think of it i really havent learnt much about TRUE sportsmanship. for the benefit of my new classmates of 2005, i think i better recap, so as to see how much ive missed out on:
sec 1 nationals with louis: 4th. tat time li long was still in sji i CANT BELIEVE I LOST TO HIM!! ok so sec 1, v blur type, didnt learn much, except for the fact that im fucking slow.
sec 2 sdba with louis: got my first gold. so still v blur, i didnt make an effort to know my competitors. ok ego up high high, but still i train hard.
sec 2 nationals, all by myself: got second gold. alright this time i got to know the sji competitors, seems like in contact with junle i guess. btw good luck for ur t1 event : )). then louis competed with me, i guess it was all friendly competition.
sec 3 sdba al by myself with a fucked up boat: tmd knn wyp. LOL. got a gold again. i didnt expect to win shi hong anyway. budden that was when i felt the most high. got to know eugene there.
will i finally lose now? come to think of it, it'll b good if i had lost. only then could i learn the true spirit of sporting, where winning is not everything. besides, shi hong pwns me now : )).
aiming high doesnt mean achieving high. yeapp.
and then there's the classmates prob now. if i lose, ya all gna despise me right? cuz ive been winnig then suddenly i lose... i really wanna win bad for 3k yeah, im so pressurised by ur hopes... i will TRY the hardest. yeeehaar.
yeap thats about all i can say for nationals. suming it up: REAL NERVOUS.
when u fight hard, you arent yourself.
when you lose big, the same goes.
when u win big, your elation knows no bounds,
for whether u win or lose, you have the right,
to go crazy.
LOL