Monday, June 20, 2005
fisrt i get crap from coach,
now i get disconnected from messenger!!!!
ARGH im soooo PISSSED.
well i never expected
my long hiatus
has taken away so much
of my strength,
stole most of what i have known
and excelled in.
well i guess it was fault on my side
but it is beyond my comprehension
that you would want to substitute me
with a person i could never ever dreamed of.
it is such a drastic and sudden move of yours
that enrages me
and gives me so much misery
for the remaining days to come.
for i have a lot more concerns to attend
i assure you
my resolve to rise,
to fight,
TO WIN
has never been stronger
than what i had proved to you
earlier on
this i promise you, my esteemed mentor,
i must win the nationals.
i will.
or i'll die trying.
hoho i know you're encouraging me on.
thank you for that pressure.
*muacks