Tuesday, March 29, 2005
yet another day of awkward happenings.i guess the wonders of human interaction backfire on us sometimes. it is not in our decision to see things the way we want them to be; live or let go. Yet again, our physics teacher was in a hysteria today, scrutinizing our pathetic homework and perusing throught those who had done it. yes. its our teacher all right.
has life in this whole new institution come to such a standstill? never before had i come across such laziness in this dreary class; even the slightest homework would stir up a storm of controversy. people goin " Must hand in????" and the crowd goes wild. permanently.
never before have i lived with in such contradiction, where i do not practice what i preach. this pressurizing yet fated as it is part of the life i had chosen. the homework life. however strong my wishes to break free were. it remains clear and beyond contestation that i can never fully expelled from such academic pain and pressure.
as the comfort comes and goes, pain is stowaway and forever a part of my life.