Tuesday, March 29, 2005
yet another day of awkward happenings.
i guess the wonders of human interaction backfire on us sometimes. it is not in our decision to see things the way we want them to be; live or let go. Yet again, our physics teacher was in a hysteria today, scrutinizing our pathetic homework and perusing throught those who had done it. yes. its our teacher all right.
has life in this whole new institution come to such a standstill? never before had i come across such laziness in this dreary class; even the slightest homework would stir up a storm of controversy. people goin " Must hand in????" and the crowd goes wild. permanently.
never before had i lived with in such contradiction, where i do not practice what i preach. this pressurizing yet fated as it is part of the life i had chosen. the homework life. however strong my wishes to break free were. it remains clear and beyond contestation that i can never fully expelled from such academic pain and pressure.
as the comfort comes and goes, pain is stowaway and forever a part of my life.